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Went to watsons with mummy to use her voucher. Today is the last day. Then need to buy $100. Dots... Nothing much to buy, keep walking around to see what to buy. Bought my red nail polish! :] &A purple nail polish which i don't so like it lurh because it's not so dark. =x The colour okay okay only. Lol. Damn, stood there waiting for her to get her $100 things ready of hours! Aww~ So cold &my legs are tired. :[ Went home, help her clean the doors. Hohoho.
Wish everyone happy new year in advance! Hope everything went smooth for everyone throughout the brand new year! &Lucks in anything they do. :]
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30DECEMBER2007
Damn it. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck! Someone stab me please. I beg yoou. I can't stand it anymore! I'm all the blames. I cause NIAP to people. God, let me suffer from a kind of sickness like cancer &let the illness torture me to death. Those niap will take it as those sin/those niap i cause to people. I can't stand it anymore, take me away from this tortured world. I had enough. I don't want to hurt anyone anymore. I don't like this path i'm walking. Why am i born in this world? Tell me a good reason why i should continue to live in this world? Answer: There's no reasons. I'm sinful, harmful, irritating &evil. *Supeeeer dupeeeer utteeeer sorry sorry that i'm always negative, depressed, sad, bleeding, emo-ing. Take a plug to charge me if yoou want, best is charge me till i'm dead due to electric shock. Arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I'm so fan! I feel like crying again. :[ School gonna starts soon. I don't want to go to school, i don't want a new year, i don't know what am i afraid of. This or that? Or both? Dots. How i wish time can stop. :[
29DECEMBER2007
Went to take cert &money. Wow! Surprise to see that amount of money. x]
Evening, i was thinking of many many many things. So hurtful. Those sins i did in the past &present. :[ Praying to god, wishing i will get an illness that will torture me to death. Why am i like that again? Why can't my brain just shut down when i'm negative? Dots. Think till i cried a bit then stop then think again then cried a bit again-.- Silly girl. After daddy went to work, he leave the house, i started to cry again. I was thinking too much again. This time cried quite long till brobro say time to go out lerh, i try to stop. He saw me crying, keep asking me why. Then i just answered, 'cannot cry meh?' then quickly get changed as we're going to be late. =x Then i waited a while as my face is red lurh. Then went to cp KFC &had dinner with Terence, Xiangren &Aaron. Big mouth brobro lurh, go tell Terence i cried. Dots. But when i came out of my house i'm calming down already. :] Brobro's maple friend came then lol! Aaron go tell them we're sitting over there. But they paiseh, sit other table. Then one of the girl scold fuck, crazy hurh? Anyhow scold fuck. Dots. After walking out of KFC a while later, i having headaches(--') Then something happened, went home think too much again, get a bit emo again. But not as much as evening till cry lorh. :[ Sad day.
28DECEMBER2007
Meet Terence, Zhengkang &Ellice outside cp 7-11 then walk around cp a while then walk to school. Hahaha;D Wait for Fion at the blue hall then went in the school. Damn it lorh. Waited quite long for the class list &booklist. Walked to the office ask for booklist then they say don't have so walk to bookshop, they say no sec 5 books at all-.- Walk back to the office &the class list finally came out. Got the booklist too but we all leave. Lol. Waste my time. I can spend my noon outside shop shop lorh-.- Then walk with Terence, Zhengkang &Derrick. Zhengkang walk half way then went home as his house is nearby. Then Terence &i accompany Derrick to cp then Terence accompany me home. He sit outside wait for me to get change. Ops, sorry sorry that i took so long. =x Take 161 to Terence's house. He get change then i use his laptop to sign in msn. Lol. Joey had something cropped up &we had to go without her. :[ Walked to HM then take MRT to Sengkang to meet Zhengkang then proceed to Clarke Quay. Woohoo! :D We don't know where to walk as i feel we came out the wrong way, it seems like Chinatown & not Clarke Quay. Lol... Anyhow walk &we end up at Clarke Quay then we sit down at the river there, watching those boats &smelling the salty river. Ekkk~ Anyhow walk around. It's full of bar at Clarke Quay. Then we stop a while, sit down a while. Then i wanted to explore Boat Quay too &see Explanade but none of us knew the way. Hohoho. Asked a man as he is working at Clarke Quay so i doubt he know the way to Boat Quay. :] Then we walk &it's quite far, crossing two long roads &the traffic is not every road have. Pass by Fort Canning. Lol. Walked half way, my stomach hurts again. Don't know why. Morning my stomach hurts then after a while not hurt anymore. Haish. Weak stomach. :[ Walk at Boat Quay, it's like a long straight line. Lol! It have many seafood restaurant selling crabs &lobster. :] Walked till UOB then went to Mac to eat. After Mac, walked back to Clarke Quay. Went to Vivo City next. Went to Toy'r'us. Saw Paul. Hahaha;D I like small little girl like that, see what toys, play with those baby's toys. (--') Then saw elmo &a big big cookie monster!♥ The cookie monster very big lorh, so cute! Hahaha;D Too bad, elmo don't have big one. Take some photos with cookie monster then walk around then leave. Walked around Vivo then went to the outside. There were many children 'swimming' in the 'pool'. Lol. Went to the other side, standing there. The wind was big man! So windy. ;D Zhengkang went to sit on the stairs then Terence went to sit on the ground. &i'm standing in the middle daydreaming. d: 6.30pm liao, had to rush back &have dinner with brobro. While walking back to Vivo, saw a boy 'swimming' with his pampers. Rofl. Take MRT to &called my brobro, planned to have buddy meal with Terence &my brobro but it's ruined. Lol. My brobro say 7 plus liao, so late, he don't want to go out eat. End up i go buy Zinger home for him. Dots. We three are walking under the rain. Lol. Reached my house downstairs the rain is super small till it's like gonna stop. Went home bathe. Blar blar blar.
Stab Me &Let Me Bleed In Niap To Death.
You Will Never Be Replaced, I Promise;
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27DECEMBER2007
Woke up saw a sms. Haish. I just hope he accept my apologies as i felt i'm in great fault. :[ Then tomorrow need to go school to get booklist. Hahaha;D Then go buy books. Hope that amount of money is enough. Lol... Changed blog song too. :]
26DECEMBER2007
Went out to lunch. Then shop around. Then went to Giant to shop for goceries. &had creamy potato soup for dinner with some crossiants! Woohoo~ Yummy yummy crossiants! Bought two box of cheese cake too. Hahaha;D
25DECEMBER2007
Woke up quite early, 7am. Can't sleep. Haish... Went to bathe &get changed. Called Terence when he woke up &chatted a while. :] Went out around 11am. Went to Uncle's house at Jurong. Sit there then went outside the house eat the buffet they ordered. Stand at the lift lobby with brobro, eating. Lol. Whenever the lift passing by the storey we standing, we look right in the lift or do stupid things to scared the people inside. Lol! d: After eating finish, we went in the house to sit again. My other uncles watching hokkien song videos &it's funny lorh. Haha! So my brobro &i watch too while all my aunties who were there were chatting with my mummy outside. Then waited for super long the groom finally reached. Lol. Don't know why daddy &mummy want to go there so early. Yawn~ =x Then we stand at the kitchen while the groom come in. Next is the serving tea session. Lol. After that, took some photos with the groom &bride. :] &stood at the back for a while &finally can leave. =x I stood there for very long till my legs were tired so i'm despo to leave lurh. =x Went home then get prepare for dinner. Hahaha;D Went to the dinner at Orchard. Wow! When we reach there's many people there already but still can't go in so everyone waited outside chatting. d: Went in &get sitted. Then when the dinner start, got santa claus walk in.Haha! Daddy ask the waitress for red wine. My daddy, brobro &i drank a bit. Then when the dish is a duck, my brobro took the duck head &put in between our plates. Lol. &i snap it. xD &Their vinegar is red in colour. Wow! The couples so sweet lorh. They went up the stage then the groom told everyone that he want to thanks his bride for waiting for him 13 years! Wow! So long leh. They like from poly stead already lorh. Woah~ Then he thanks her by giving her a diamond ring &put on for her on the stage. So sweeeet! Then the couples played a game, aww~ Digusting... =x Lol. Blar blar blar... Dinner ended at 10pm plus reaching 11pm. Reached home at 11pm plus. :]
I Wish I Have The Courage To Say I Love You For Thousands Of Times.
You Will Never Be Replaced, I Promise;
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24DECEMBER2007
Went to cp. Pass brobro the house keys then lunch &brobro left. Mummy &i shop at cp. Hohoho! Went to look for my shoes &heels. I bought a heels &clutch. Woohoo~ I'm all ready for tomorrow's dinner! Got my pendant, heels, dress &clutch. :]
23DECEMBER2007
Went out with mummy &her friend. First went to mummy's friend's house downstair meet her then take MRT to little india(--') Walk to the temple at bugis. Passed by a shop &a person suddenly advertise her shop things &say the mole on my neck is not good as it will make me keep thinking of going sucide. Lololol! Mummy then told me no wonder i always think of dying. Hohoho! But i very xialan eh, i told her; too bad so long liao i still haven't die. Next went to OG then go bugis junction BHG shopping... Nothing to buy then go bugis shopping centre to shop. Was currently looking for my shoes, heels, clutch, pendant &bangles. Lol. So many eh? Hohoho! Saw some clucth but none caught my eyes. Saw many shoes &heels too, some caught my eyes but some were quite hard &uncomfortable. In the end, i never bought any shoes or heels. xD Mummy looking for marscara &bought one, i told her to take dark purple, special marh. x] Saw green tea chocos! Then bought one green tea &try the strawberry chocos. Hohoho;D Mummy bought a lot of chocos too. Ops! My pimple coming out more later. =x Shop till 7plus, mummy ask me want to have dinner first nots, i told her i was not hungry &we continued shopping. Went bugis street shop shop. Mummy saw a belt &wanted to buy, i told her to take a white belt but in the end, she say other day come back buy-.- Continued shopping around bugis, saw a black star pendant i've been looking for! Wees wees! Haish, but mummy say next time come back buy again-.- Mummy saw a clutch then i feel it's quite nice, she said next time again. Saw a few nice bangles also next time! Dots(--') Went dinner at 9 plus then finish dinner around 10 plus &take MRT back to cp. Shop at cp but it's closing as it's very late liao. But still we're still shopping inside! Hohoho. Reach home at 11 then chat with good buddies till 11 plus going 12. &Watch television till 2am. Sweet dreamies after that. Yawn~
22DECEMBER2007
Meet Zhengkang at 2 plus. Sorry sorry that i was late. =x Chat a while, play lf2 &crazy taxi. Then listen to some songs then meet Terence at 4 plus. Sit down a while, Zhengkang had to leave as he's going to church. :[ Terence &i chat till 6 plus then go home. Hohoho! Thanks thankie guys for accompany-ing me chit chat if not i decompose at home. Lol. Took some pictures too. :]
21DECEMBER2007
Went to bus stop with my brobro to wait for bus to go the mini mart near my school then saw miss oon at the opposite bus stop &we wave to each other. Lol. Miss oon thought my brobro is my stead. Dots. Went to the mini mart, saw Ellice outside, smile to her then went in buy my things &say byebye to her. :] Take bus to HM to meet Terence &lunch at KFC. Three person share one BBQ meltz meal. Lol. Spilled some chili sauce &cheese on the floor &table. Hohoho! Went to walk around HM. Didn't saw Joey. :[ Went to wait for the bus to go my brobro's school. Lol! Waited for damn damn damn damn long. Dots. After that my brobro go find his teacher then leave with his teacher to settle things. Terence &i went to HM meet my brobro's friend. Then meet my brobro again &proceed to PS. Woohoo~ Shop around. Went in Action City &funny thing happen. =x I saw a mushroom quite cute then the top got one button so i itchy hand go press lurh, lol! The thing break &drop on the floor, roll to the bottom of the shelf &we laughed. Lol... See no evil okay? Hohoho! Walk out of the shop before anyone saw anything. Bleah! d: Shop around PS then went to the bunk. Watched brobro zakum. Yawn~ Stood there for 3 hours to watch him zakum eh. He so tua pai right? Lololol! xD After that accompany my brobro's friend go bus stop wait for bus. :] Then we three go PM dine. Brobro had spicy chicken pasta, Terence had beef lasagna &i had creamy chicken. Hohoho! Yummy~ We order 2 combo &share the soups. I ate half only &felt quite full, maybe because it's creamy. Brobro played with the left-overs &decorate it nice nice. Lol... It's rather late lerh, had to go home then take MRT back home &it was raining. Lucky i brought an umbrella. :D
Sometimes What You See Might Not Be Right, Sometimes Maybe You Missed Out The Things You Actually Wanted To See. D:
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YLet's Walk The Path Together Hand In Hand.
I'm Supeeeer Dupeeeer Utteeeer Confused Now!
I Don't Know What To Do Now. What Should I Do In Order Not To Hurt Anyone Anymore? Why Is It One Left &Comes Another? Why Do People Think So Much Sometimes? Why Can't I Just Shut Down My Brain? Why I'm Always Not The Listener? Why I'm Always The One Who Needs A Listening Ear? Tell Me Why Am I So Harmful With Lots Of Thorns? I Don't Want This Type Of Life, I Might As Well Die Now. Please, Tell Me Which Step I Should Move Next
Sob Sob
I'm A Listener, I Need A Listener!
You Will Never Be Replaced, I Promise;
YLet's Walk The Path Together Hand In Hand.
Yesterday edit new skin. :D Today going to be another boring day. Lol... Blar blar blar.
I'll Be A Good Listener Today.
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YLet's Walk The Path Together Hand In Hand.
19DECEMBER2007
Yesterday i can't sleep the whole night, had weird dreams. Kept waking up &sleeping back. The dreams were like in real life my friend &i go shopping. LOL! &I create a maple male character. Woohoo~
18DECEMBER2007
Meet Terence then meet Zesline then meet Xuexian. Lol... Went to school, get results... Scary. Amaths had 100% passes, was damn happy. Hahaha;D When i took back my results slip, i was happy lurh, got promoted marh. xD My science grade drop! Arhhhh! From grade 1 to grade 2. :[ But C.Humanities &English improved. Hahaha;D English from fail to grade 4. Wees wees~ Lucky i passed. d: Then C.Humanities was damn freaking lucky! From a F9 to grade 2! I don't know how i appear to be that good but happy that this is the best best English &C.Humanities marks i ever get. :D Went cp bought choco milk tea then bring Terence to Angela's house then i go home &get change &went to Angela's house. :] Went home at 7pm plus. Saw my daddy's car then i quickly rush to the lift there to surprise him. I was lame(--') Hahaha;D &Happy Birthday To Zesline! :D
17DECEMBER2007
Went out with mummy &brobro. Actually wanted to go Vivo but never. :] Shop at cp... Lunch at cp. After lunch, brobro went home. Then mummy &i continue shopping! Long time never shop with mummy. Hahaha;D Bought lots of clothes &bottoms which costs a bomb! Mummy bought a top for the dinner next week &many clothes. Lol. Also bought one black skinnies, skinny jeans, red cardigan, black strip shirt, red bottom, black bottom, a jacket, a handbag which is the most expensive, etc... Mummy's pocket had a hole i think. =x Lol. Then went to metro &i saw a dark purple nail polish, mummy bought it for me. :D Then blar blar... Went home at 6 plus plus. Was raining outside &we walk under the rain with just one umbrella. Hahaha;D
Thanks thankie for giving presents... Lol.
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Later going out. Lalalas~ Don't know go where also. Sian... Hope can buy my shoes. Lol. :D Tomorrow getting back Ns results lerh! Scary seh... Haish. Hope me &my good buddies can promote together! xD
I Don't Get It. What's The Point? Finding Out That Thingy?
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Stupid stupid stupid stupid MSN! Grrrrrrr! So irritated. Always got problem. Dots... Now it's spoilt again &can't fixed! Haish... Sad lurh.
I'm Afraid Of Losing You. :[
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14DECEMBER2007
Today msn spoilt again. (--') Re -dl again. Dots... Then now okay lerh. :D Haish... Sian lorh, next week getting back Ns results. :[ I'm so worried i can't get my dream target. I'm afraid i can't promote to secondary five. I'm don't want to disappoint my parents. Haish... My heart is getting more &more heavier as the day is drawing nearer &nearer. After getting back the results, guess i need to scream out louddddddd!
Shall go to the empty field to scream. x[
13DECEMBER2007
Meet Terence then go Orchard shop shop, haven't bought his christmas present. =x Next time barh, slowly choose lorh, sure will see something that caught your eyes. Ahhah;D Go find Xuexian. Then chat a while then i accompany her to the toilet then had to say byebye to her, she need to get back to work. :[ Then we went down to buy some green tea chocos. Woohoo~
Yummy yummy chocos! Then go back cp meet Zhengkang. Pass him the green tea choco as his christmas present i gave him &Terence pass him chocos too which he bought during his overseas trip. :] Then walk home, Zhengkang ran back &put $5 into my bag. -.- Haish yorh, told yoou liao, give yoou christmas present right? Haish... Still ke qi with me for what? Next time no more ke qi with me arh... Hahaha;D Good buds should not ke qi one. :] Went back cp to buy a loaf of bread &Zhengkang is gone... If not i return him that $5 lorh. Haish...
&You Make Me Smile Without Words.
You Will Never Be Replaced, I Promise;
YLet's Walk The Path Together Hand In Hand.
Sian sian sian. Lol... Yesterday downloaded something in msn then my msn spoilt. (--') Keep log in then it auto sign out, kind of lose connection. Dots. Thought this morning it would be fine but who knows it's still the same, log in &auto sign out. No choice but to delete the whole msn &download a new one. Search for damn long then just anyhow download one &it appears to be window messenger. -.- The oldest messenger with no display picture. Dots. Deleted it, continue searching &download another one. Wow! This is freaking cool, the msn got colour nick again liao. Last time i don't know click what till the colour nick programme gone... Itchy hands. =x Hahaha;D Edit those colours then go find other msn programmes &now my msn is better than before. Woohoo~ xD Haish, 4pm liao. No one online one. So bored. Yawn~
&There's Some Hiden Reasons.
You Will Never Be Replaced, I Promise;
YLet's Walk The Path Together Hand In Hand.
Think not going out lerh, although it's sunny outside but i'm moodless to go out. x[ Go out another day barh, this week i must go out! Lol... Haish. Other days when i want to go out, it rains, now not raining liao, i no mood. Stupid mood. Dumbass me. Hope when i want to go out other days, it won't rain. Lalalas~
Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry. :[
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11DECEMBER2007
Haish, later maybe going out... Seem like the whether is rather sunny, not going to rain barh? If raining then not going out lerh. :[ I've stayed at home for one week! Decomposing... Lol.
10DECEMBER2007
Went out in the morning. Blar blar blar. Saw one pair of shoes which i had been searching... Don't know whether want to buy nots. Try the size, take two even to try. One of the even is very loose, then the other is a little tight. Lol. Then i took the odd in between, still loose. Don't know leh. Consider a while, decided not to buy. =x Buying another try of shoes i also been searching barh. ;D
I'm Harmful, Stay Away From Me. I Bite. >:D Haish, Sorry sorry. :[
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09DECEMBER2007
Nothing to do. Watch television the whole morning &afternoon use computer. Hahaha;D Know one guy, now is my korkor. He funny seh, ask me some questions &also how many ex i have then i ask him to guess. He actually guess i got 6 ex! Wow! So many(--') Lololol! I this type supeeeer dupeeeer ugly girl also got 6 ex then others got 100 ex liao. Hahaha! xDDDD Chat with him a while. He invited me to his birthday next year. Lol, if free then go barh korkor. :]
08DECEMBER2007
Nothing to do the whole day, brobro using the computer the whole day! Aww~ Bored bored bored! I was sitting in my bedroom starring almost the whole afternoon then evening watch television. :]
Boy, Tell Me Everything Is Going To Be Alright &No Matter What Happens, You'll Be There For Me.
You Will Never Be Replaced, I Promise;
YLet's Walk The Path Together Hand In Hand.
07DECEMBER2007
Woke up at 8am. Online, friendster &now blogging. :] Wow! Today's brobro turn to cook. Had ommelet fried rice. :D Yummy!
Hahaha;D Last time my bloggy got one song buuuuuut now got three songs! Wees wees. Bored bored bored bored~ xD
06DECEMBER2007
Woke up at 10am plus. Lololol, don't know why that late lurh. Ahhahahah;D Rare eh? =x Cook rice for breakfast cum lunch. Had mushroom soup, onion rings, nuggets &fried egg too.Wow! So many eh, very full... Hahaha;D Watch brother bear. -.- Too bored liao, brobro use the computer the whole day. Then watch some television dramas. :] At night online a while, watch television then sweet dreamies.
♥The Promise We've Made.
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05DECEMBER2007
Wees wees! I'm supeeeeer dupeeeeer happy!
Lol. Woke up at 8 today. Ahhahah;D Ate chao da onion rings. Lol. My brobro lurh, i put 7 minutes in the oven then later he put another 5 minutes more.
Later maybe going out, maybe not because it's raining now. xD Hahaha
Haish, damn. Not sure when getting back my Ns results eh. Some told me 18 some told me 17. Lololol. Somemore don't know what time need to report to school. If anyone know the actual date &timing, please let me know. :]
04DECEMBER2007
Went to Tampines to lunch then Expo then Seng Siong to buy some groceries to cook curry for dinner. Haha;D
I Love The Way You Are.
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YLet's Walk The Path Together Hand In Hand.
02DECEMBER2007
Woke up at 8 plus. Nothing to do. Watch a bit of television drama then sit at my room day dreaming. Folded another 50 stars. Lol.
Then my auntie &uncle came to pass me their daughter's wedding invitation card. Haha;D Now here blogging. I'm in loooove with the SE red W910i &electric purple W380! :D
01DECEMBER2007
Meet Zhengkang around 11 plus then walk around. He bought a white choco donut. Haha;D Then i suddenly feel like eating Mac's seaweed shaker fries. =x Then we went to Mac &bought a large fries share.
Quickly finish eating as Zhengkang gonna be late. Took MRT. I alight at Douby Gaut while Zhengkang alight at HabourFront. :] I reach Bugis &wait for my friends then we proceed to Pasir Ris. Haha;D Took neoprint there. Then shop around... Not much to shop there actually. Lol. Pass by a Hongkong cafe [not sure it's restaurant or cafe. =x] The food smells good. Lol. Jocelyn &Jessie wanted to try so we sat down. Jocelyn ordered dumpling soup while Jessie &I ordered minced pork noodle. Haha! Yummy!So nice! Ahhah. Shall come again next time. &the ice cubes there are expensive! Lol... Hot milk tea cost $1.20 &cold milk tea cost $2.50. Maybe the ice cubes are made up of diamonds? Haha
Went to shop around after dining. Went back to the neoprint shop to take pictures. xD Jocelyn wanted to get a funny picture of me. She can't get it at first then uh-hurh!, she got one! D: Took some pictures too. Haha;D Chat a while then went home. :] Had fun with you all! &We do catch up. :D Too bad Zhining is not there. Hopefully next time everyone is there. :]
Some pictures taken. ('',)
Lalalas~
You Will Never Be Replaced, I Promise;
